It’s 19 Mar 2010 today.  Been nearly 2 months since I last wrote in this blog of mine.  More happenings happened and more revelations to be had.  Not the ‘spiritual’ kind alas to say, but simply the human kind.  I have a confession to make – I have NOT been keeping my word about procrastinating less this year.  That I am guilty as charged.  Tsk tsk tsk… Shame on me.  Just goes to show that I have got a lot more to strive for in the next coming months.  Gotta get that principle right down pat in my head and stick to it!! I need to get things moving for the better this next few months.  I know I’ve already got a few projects in the pipeline (alhamdullilah for that) and I better make sure that they all go as planned.  Insya Allah.  I can plan for all that I want, but He is still the One who so wills it. 

Been having a quite a few photography stints these past few weeks.  Am grateful for that and am still learning as I go along.  Alhamdullilah.  Will give my best for that.  For it is something that I sincerely do have a keen interest and passion for.  Hope me and my partner will get to have some more opportunities to do that for the rest of the year and beyond.  Insya Allah.  I’m just looking forward to that. :)

Am currently taking a hiatus from meeting K.S.  Haven’t seen her since I came back from my Indo trip last Feb.  That was another experience altogether.  What I didn’t bargained for, was delivered right smack in my face! What an utter shock it was indeed.  But I believe whatever happens, happens for a reason.  If it weren’t for that trip, I would not have discovered the true person behind that facade.  I wouldn’t have discovered the ugly games people play just for the sake of ‘fame’ or ‘recognition’ as we so commonly call it.  I wouldn’t have found out just how enhanced my level of fortitude was all along.  Just how much crap I was actually enduring all this time and didn’t even realise it.  Well, I did realise it but I guess I thought I could just shush it away.  That it was OK for me to accept such behaviour from someone whom I genuinely thought I respected.  But after that whole incident, I am rather sad to say that even that respect has been diminished quite a bit.  :( I gez some time out from her is necessary for me at this moment.  Perhaps all is still not lost.  Time will tell. insya Allah..

Well, more to come for sure.  Good things and bad things.  I won’t know.  I just hope and pray that when the time comes for me to deal with those matters, may He grants me the will, strength and patience that I would need.  And above all, may He always guide me in my daily life and that whatever I do, may it be for His good cause.  Insya Allah.. amiiin…

Till the next entry (who knows when that will be).. I read this somewhere by chance – the key ingredient in making yourself happy is… YOU!!

= c’est moi =

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