All In Good Time.. November 18, 2009

If telling it as it is can bring you some joy,

then I for once will want to hear it,

but if it seems otherwise and you’ll not enjoy,

then perhaps it’s best that I forsake it..

Forsake it I shall and let things go with the flow,

and see where things eventually will be,

for if it’s written somewhere and the signs they show,

then perhaps there might still be some hope for me..

Perhaps there might be, but perhaps there may not,

of that I must say I am unsure of for now,

All in good time, I believe but dare utter it not,

Whether my person will stay or henceforth I shall bow..

=c’est moi=

And the truth is.. November 9, 2009

9 Nov 09 – the day he came clean and told me the whole truth and nothing but the truth.  To think that it all started with a pretty harmless phrase as my MSN tagline. :p Love happens indeed.. when you least expected it.  So who’s in love with you?? he asked me.  ahaks.. Gee I’m not so sure myself.  Who’s in love with me again??? ;p  so I had to break the news to him.. It was just a movie.. oops… ;p

but he confessed alright.. he confessed and come clean all about it.. didn’t really expect him to do that but he did it indeed.  I gez I wasn’t really surprised but at the same time, it all seems kinda ‘distant’ from me.  All I can offered him was a feeble ‘I’m sorry to hear that’.  But was I really??? Sorry that is.. Hmmm… I must have been feeling something else coz my heart was doing ‘triple somersaults’ when he said what he said.  Hush my heart, tis not the time yet. Not yet.

Could this truly be my 2nd chance?? Surely?? Coz if it is, I must make sure I will grab that chance with all the strength that I could muster and not let it pass me by yet again.   All in good time I say… insya Allah.. all in good time will be revealed.  I dare not hope nor expect too much from it all.  In fact, I do not hope or expect anything at all.  I will go with the flow and see where it brings me. 

2nd chances.. sometimes life DOES hand it to you..  so what will you do next??? till my next entry then..

=c’est moi=