Yup it sure is simply another beautiful Saturday outside..and so what the heck am I doing here stuck on my butt in front of the pc?? Oohhhh.. I forgot.. I’m helping out Izan with her event yet again. Argghh… but on a Saturday?! gosh.. what a major bummer man.. we should be out there in the sun running amok or something! hehe.. 
Well, what can I say, when responsibilities beckon, ya simply gotta go and see it thru’.
I had wanted to go off earlier perhaps to attend a talk at Darul Arqam but then I realise that Izan would be solo for the rest of the day and my goodness, that would be UTTER BOREDOM I tell ya! Insya Allah next week I’ll get to go for it.. Hmmm.. or perhaps not coz I’ll be in KL then. Ish.. I’m gonna miss the seminar by Dr Lang at D.A yet again. Takde rezeki I guess for now. =\ Well, afraid I’ll just have to wait for him to come again next time then. God knows when that will be eh? hmmmm..
Anyway, part of the reason I feel like writing today is because of a dream I had abt two nights ago. I think it’s really in the wee hours of Thursday morning. Before dawn broke. I dreamt of ‘him’. It’s funny how sudden the dream came coz well, it’s been quite a while since I dreamt of ‘him’. I haven’t seen him nor have I heard about him or from him for that matter. And so when the dream came, I was quite speechless needless to say. Didn’t quite know what to make of it. In my dream, it’s as if he was ‘returning’ once more to do the business for good. ‘He’ came back for the better this time round and that he seemed like he wanted to catch up on things with me. Hmmmm… how bizarre is that?? But all in all, I had a pretty good feel abt the dream. A pleasant aura about it. ‘He’ was smiling in the dream and ‘he’ was teasing me like he’d always used to. I think I must have felt happy in the dream. If I can recall correctly. 
Happy coz I got to see ‘him’ again eventho’ it’s just a dream. What a wonderfully weird feeling that is.
Well, what can I say? A dream Is but a dream eh? *shrugs* When you opened your eyes and you see daylight once again, it all seems so distance and whimsical to begin with. Sighs.. well, whatever happens, happens for a reason I believe.. I have always been a firm believer in that. They say, a DREAM is all it takes to turn something into REALITY. It depends on you what that ’something’ is gonna be.
Anyway, the memory of the dream stays with me till today. Which is the reason why I wanted to write it down before I forget all about it. It’s a habit of mine. To write down my dreams as much as I could. Before they vanish out of memory lane. Who knows, in the future, some of ‘em might actually come true. That’s all I gotta say about that… till my next entry then.. adieu!
c’est moi..
