what a LOOOOOOOOOOOONG day it is.. May 8, 2008

It’s already 5 pm.. 1 hour more to go.. gosh I really can’t ‘tahan’ my eyes already.. feel like falling asleep anytime soon! argghhhh… it’s already thursday (8 May 08) now..one week of May gone. can’t believe it.. Next month’s gonna be my birthday!! argghhhh.. am kinda looking forward to it actually.  WOnder how I’m gonna celebrate it this time round… with a bunch of great galfrens again, or with someone special?? hmmmmm… I dunno.. I would love to just spend it with one special person for once dis time round, but hey, you never know.. Things might happen sometime soon.  I just gotta put in the required effort I reckon. haha.. No pain, no gain they say.  Oh dang.. gotta psyched myself up and just continue to make frens and meeting people whenever possible.  If it’s time, it’ll come I believe.  Just gotta keep the faith ya mademoiselle Yani!!

anyway, i mentioned in my multiply blog what a blast my 1st driving lesson was last Monday (5 MaY).  I had a WONDERFUL time learning all the basics and techniques of starting and then actually driving a car.  Sure has a lot of technical vocabs to learn and get used to.  Whoohoo!! hehe.. Insya Allah I will get the hang of them all.  Sooner or later.  Am very much looking forward to my subsequent lessons next week.  gotta make sure I’ll book my practicals way in advance.  I wanna go for a least 3x a week.  that’s at least 3 hours of driving practice per week.  $26 per hour.  In a month, how much will that be?? Hmmmmm… you go and do the maths! I’m just SUPER EXCITED to learn driving finally!! YES!! I gotta make sure I get my driviing licence before Hari Raya dis year!! THAT IS MY GOAL!!

Well, I reckon that’s about all that I wanna write for now.  eyelids getting exceptionally heavy and frankly, the mind’s not really where the body is. Haha.. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.. oh good gawd, I better just write off now.. cheerios!

C’est moi..

just another beautiful Saturday.. May 3, 2008

Yup it sure is simply another beautiful Saturday outside..and so what the heck am I doing here stuck on my butt in front of the pc?? Oohhhh.. I forgot.. I’m helping out Izan with her event yet again.  Argghh… but on a Saturday?! gosh.. what a major bummer man.. we should be out there in the sun running amok or something! hehe.. Well, what can I say, when responsibilities beckon, ya simply gotta go and see it thru’. 

I had wanted to go off earlier perhaps to attend a talk at Darul Arqam but then I realise that Izan would be solo for the rest of the day and my goodness, that would be UTTER BOREDOM I tell ya! Insya Allah next week I’ll get to go for it.. Hmmm.. or perhaps not coz I’ll be in KL then.  Ish.. I’m gonna miss the seminar by Dr Lang at D.A yet again.  Takde rezeki I guess for now.  =\ Well, afraid I’ll just have to wait for him to come again next time then.  God knows when that will be eh? hmmmm..

Anyway, part of the reason I feel like writing today is because of a dream I had abt two nights ago.  I think it’s really in the wee hours of Thursday morning. Before dawn broke.  I dreamt of ‘him’.  It’s funny how sudden the dream came coz well, it’s been quite a while since I dreamt of ‘him’.  I haven’t seen him nor have I heard about him or from him for that matter.  And so when the dream came, I was quite speechless needless to say.  Didn’t quite know what to make of it. In my dream, it’s as if he was ‘returning’ once more to do the business for good. ‘He’ came back for the better this time round and that he seemed like he wanted to catch up on things with me.  Hmmmm… how bizarre is that?? But all in all, I had a pretty good feel abt the dream.  A pleasant aura about it.  ‘He’ was smiling in the dream and ‘he’ was teasing me like he’d always used to.  I think I must have felt happy in the dream.  If I can recall correctly. Happy coz I got to see ‘him’ again eventho’ it’s just a dream.  What a wonderfully weird feeling that is. 

Well, what can I say? A dream Is but a dream eh? *shrugs* When you opened your eyes and you see daylight once again, it all seems so distance and whimsical to begin with.  Sighs.. well, whatever happens, happens for a reason I believe.. I have always been a firm believer in that.  They say, a DREAM is all it takes to turn something into REALITY.  It depends on you what that ’something’ is gonna be. 

Anyway, the memory of the dream stays with me till today.  Which is the reason why I wanted to write it down before I forget all about it.  It’s a habit of mine.  To write down my dreams as much as I could.  Before they vanish out of memory lane.  Who knows, in the future, some of ‘em might actually come true.  That’s all I gotta say about that… till my next entry then.. adieu!

c’est moi..