it’s been a while.. April 30, 2008

It’s been quite some time since i last wrote here.. not really a hiatus but simply didn’t have the mood or time yet to write down my ten cents’ worth. 

Well, what can i say.. it’s coming to the end of April 08.  how time flies.  So short and fast it seems.  My temp contract is coming to an end @ NUH.  i wonder how it’ll end.  perhaps they might extend me for another one month more.  Hmmmm.. but I will be applying for a vacant post in the Dept of surgery before dis month ends.  Who knows, if my ‘rezeki’ is here then by all means I shall give it a try at least.  The rest is up to ‘them’ to consider me.. otherwise i’ll just go on sending resumes in the private sector.. something’s gotta hit somewhere right?

Today, 30 Apr 08, was the last day that I’m helping out Juwita @ the Simulation Lab, NUS.  Been 6 long days.  Eventho’ I wasn’t totally involved 100%, but it sure was kinda tiring going back and forth all the way from NUH to NUS.  *phew* But on 2nd thought, I take it as a form of exercise for me.  *grins* hehe.. Still got a LONG WAY to go tho’.. sighs.. tired..

Think I’ll continue in another entry.  This one is kinda overdued already.  Was supposed to post it up yesterday but somehow never get the chance to.  duh! to be continued…

 

 

And so it ends… April 9, 2008

Just found out a while ago that I am no longer a contact of Miss NS.  She blocked me from her Multiply site.  Hah! No wonder I never receive anymore updates from her website anymore.  Oh well, not much love lost there I suppose. (shrugs).  Ya can’t help it if someone no longer wanna be friends with you.  It’s their choice.  You can only BE yourself.  If she can’t accept what I wrote down in my other blog, well then I suppose that speaks volume about her attitude & behaviour eh? What can i say – I am the ‘bad influence’ after all to her gentle, and innocent self.  Is that a fact even?? Yeah right… well, I reckon there ain’t nothing much left to be said abt it anyway.  Buat tambah dosa je kan… ish.. Water under the bridge for me.. Time to move on to better & more positive things… c’est la vie…

 

Nothing to do with rhinos.. April 7, 2008

Day 1 of the Rhinoplasty  & Facial Osteotomies Advanced Course.. dun be fooled by the name.. There’s no rhinos involved at all! haha.. Well, got in the office @ 7am today with Izan.  Thank goodness she agreed to fetch me from home via cab on the way to NUH.  *phew* gonna be 3 long days ahead.  sighs.. I guess should be ok.  If i can survive the MBBS exams period, I should be able to survive dis one! hehe.. Well, let’s see how the next 2 days go eh… cheerios!

 

It’s unbelievable y’know… April 7, 2008

Had wanted to write this down last Saturday but was totally bogged down with work in the office, that I forgot all about it.  Did my invigilation duties @ MIS on Saturday morning with Pah.  As usual, we’ll take the time to catch up on each other’s happenings.  Pah would always tell me abt her daily encounters or dealings with ‘Muncung’ aka Miss NS. Considering they’re colleagues.  It’s really unbelievable the stories that I heard from Pah before this.  I mean it’s not that I dun believe what she said or anything but well, like they say u won’t know how true something is till you actually hear or see it for yourself! And seeing that I’m also frens with ‘Muncung’.  But that Saturday aftn really opened my eyes to the truth of it all.  Unbelievable indeed!!

I never could imagine how someone whom you’d consider or call a ‘friend’ could behave in such a manner towards you or your common friends.  And to think that before all this happened, we were all such close friends.  Bunking at Pah’s home when need be.  Chilling out together, having some sort of adventure one way or another.  Doing business together and now this.  It’s been going on for quite a while now but that Saturday I experienced what Pah has been going thru’ all this time with ‘Muncung’.  Imagine this: you are standing a mere table away from somebody you know, a so-called friend but then that person looked at as if you’re just an invisible wall!! Yup that’s how it felt like last Sat.  I was standing next to Pah and she came in the office and didn’t even breathe a word of greeting or even bothered to come over and shake hand or whatever.  Wassup with that attitude man??!! Sheesh.. And so I had to be the one to actually say Hi to her (in my loudest voice possible! so there!!) and smile! Even that was greeted by a rather lukeward expression on her face!! My goodness.. I’m really quite appalled at some people’s attitude! But hey, that’s her problem.. it aint’ mine!! You wanna be that way towards others, then hey your loss man!

And true enough like Pah said, she never even bothered to say hello to Pah as well!! And you’re like what.. working colleagues!!! You see each other’s face on a daily basis for God’s sake!! So now Pah, I truly dig what you’ve been telling me all this time.  It’s all there and plain to see.  Heartpain man when I think about it.  But heck, I ain’t gonna be letting that bother me anymore.  I reckon it’s so true when they say, people will come and go in your life. Gez she’s one of them .. *shrugs*

Well, that’s what I wanted to write about. I was just feelin’ might pissed off last Saturday.  The irony of it all is that, I still remember that ‘Muncung’ saying that she dun quite like a particular person becoz of her fakeness.  (In actual fact, she dun like that someone coz she likes the gal’s fiance!! Long story that one..) Well guess what, she’s as ‘fake’ as that someone is in my book!! or like a galfren of mine likes to say.. she’s soooo PLASTIC!! true dat..

Aite then.. think i’ll end here for now.. back to work eh.. haha… damn I’m skiving!! hehe..

Saturday’s blues.. April 5, 2008

It’s Saturday, 5 Apr 08.. Time on the clock reads 1915hrs at the moment.  What on earth am I doing here in the office at such an hour? Simple answer really.  I gotta help out Izan for her upcoming medical course which she’s organising from Monday – Wed next week.  A lot of mad rush work these past few days obviously for her.  And that’s where I come in handy I suppose.  At least she got some extra hands to finish up all those paperwork & logistics and stuffs for Monday.  That’ll be another matter altogether for sure. 

I’m just chillin’ for a minute. Take 5.  Nothing else much for me to do but wait for Izan to print out those programme sheets for the event. Now what did I do today?? Hmmm.. started off the day with invigilation duties @ MIS again for Pah.  That was at what.. 8.30am till around 1 pm. So that ain’t so bad. What WAS BAD was the fact that it was a freakin’ LONG walk from the bus stop @ KTM to MIS new campus.  Good gawd.. it’s a good thing I decided not to take the bus dis 1st time to MIS.  Took a cab there and that’s how I found out how FAR the distance was if I had taken the bus and had to walk up that long road to the main entrance. Sheesh.. And in such hot weather at that too!! Bravo Yani!! Take cab, save the trouble walking but burn the $$ instead eh!! Sighs.. Anyway, I know better when I go there next.  Pah showed me the alternative way to get to MIS via bus. Whoohoo!!

Then on my way to NUH, thot I could just take the free shuttle bus @ Dover MRT. Not knowing that the free shuttle service ended @ 1.45pm!! I reached the freakin’ station at 2.15pm!! Argghh..merde!! So to keep my cool, I pretended to check my HP for a bit and then walked back up again to the mrt control station.  Took the train back to Buona Vista and then took bus 198 thinking it’ll stop at the bus-stop right opp NUH. But nooooooooo!!! I freakin’ forgot again!! That 198 does NOT stop there ya fool! Instead it stopped @ the NUS sports area.  Duh!! So I had to walk all the way from NUS to NUH in the scorchin’ heat.  Thank goodness for the afternoon breeze and the shades courtesy of the carpark trees.  *Phew* Finally reached NUH @ ard 2.45pm.  Started work proper @ 3pm.  And now I”m still stuck in the office… Where IS my social life?? argghhhh… I guess right now it must be in the SNOOZE mode!! duh..

The FTC gang must be having a ball of a time way up there in Fraser’s right now.  Since it’s Sat and all.  That’s when the MAJOR happenings take place.  At night. Sat is THE nite.  The DREAM nite. Hmmm… where did my dreams go lately?? =| I just hope I can regain it back.  Somehow..somewhere.

Too tired in the mind these day to think much.  Haven’t spoken much to my dad for the whole week. I”m always rushin’ to get to work in the morning.  And when I do reach home, it’s already way late at nite and he’s already asleep.  Sighs.. =| I dun feel much like talking these days @ home.  I’m not sure why.  Sometimes I feel quite invisible when I’m home.  I dun talk @ all to my bros.  Ain’t got nothing to talk to them about.  No common topics that I can genuinely & sincerely share with them.  And vice versa I guess.  *shrugs* Kinda sad really but I just can’t help it.  This isn’t the first time that it’s happened. Comes and goes like the tides in the ocean.  Weird thing is, I can never see it coming until it’s smack in front of me! =( silly or just simply plain ignorance?? on my part.. i dunno..

All I wanna do right now is get out from this office .. and go MAKAN!! I can’t think anymore.. eyes tired..mind’s drained… I need a good sleep..

 

What a nite it was… April 4, 2008

Juz came back from a dinner with my ex-BBC gal pal, Lynn. It’s been ages since we last saw each other.  I think perhaps more than a year ago.  Goodness! But well, she smsed me 2 nites back askin’ whether I can get her the renewal eye creme.  But of course I can! duh! Hence the dinner meetup and catching up on stuffs.  Lots of stories came up and news were exchanged.  Had a ballistic time cracking each other up.  Had dinner @ Far East’s Cahaya.  Twas alright I suppose.  The company was more engaging.  haha

Anyway, found out that she’s getting married sometime next year.  That crazy gal.. finally settling down with the same dude she told me abt last time we met.  All the best ya babe.. You’re a crazy cracker sometimes but I believe u got a good head on ur shoulders.  6 years with the dude.. all sorts of up & downs for sure.. keerraazzzzyyyy roller-coaster ride man.. sheesh.. Well, I reckon if you’re meant to be with that fella, then heck you’re meant to be.  Even if you go around gallavanting the whole wide world man..

..Continued on 4 Apr 08 (friday morning!!) 

Afterwards, we headed on to Paragon (after much consideration and hoo ha!). Found out that she arranged for her guy cuzzin (turned out he’s actually her nephew!! But same age as her! haha) to meet up with us for coffee with his gf.  So we ended up @ CBTL.  Managed to exchange more gal gossip (yeah yeah I’m only human eh!) between us while waiting for her nephew to come.  It’s funny how animated we both were in telling our own stories. She and her fiance’s rocky journey in their relationship.. and mine for the lack thereof.  A relationship that is. Haha.. sighs.. And so the story goes they say.

Nephew (Azhar) came with gf (Ifah) abt 15-2o mins later.  Twas around 9.30pm by then.  Introductions all ard were made and then we just hit it off.  All 4 of us.  Really funny.  Literally.  The guy’s a talkative one.  I mean REALLY, REALLY talkative!! He just cracked me up big time.  What a hoot! The gf was a bit more relaxed but she was easy to talk to also.  I guess opposites DO attract eh?? hmmm.. Lynn was being a nutcracker throughout.  Still the same old wacky Lynn.. haha.. It’s a wee bit ironic coz we were never really that close before this but when we DO meet up, it’s usually a blast! Probably coz I’ve learned to open up more and to juz chill and goof off when need be.  And last nite, well I truly did need some goofin’ off time!

We finally left CBTL @ 11.40pm.  Goodness how time flies when you’re having a ball.  I gez the company played a part eh? Been quite a while since I last got to know some new people personally.  So it was a good experience. They sent me off @ the bus stop outside Heeren. So sweet of ‘em lot. And I didn’t even have to wait long for the bus to come.  *phew* Then Azhar & Ifah sent Lynn off to the mrt station. Found out later there weren’t any train service anymore.  So she had to hail a cab. Ouch! There goes the ka-ching man!

Reached home nearly 12.30am.  Was damn tired & sleepy but me being me, I simply had to check out JBW’s clips online for a while. Haha.. damn I’m seriously hooked on them JBW’s dance moves man! Sighs.. Only managed to doze off ard 2.30am!! Good gawd.. Wat a nite it was indeed…

For the first time.. April 3, 2008

My 1st blog entry ever.. was introduced to this site by Izan.  Merci beaucoup mon amie! I used to write down my musings somewhere else but then I realised that site was getting a wee bit too ‘cramped’ with overzealous friends and people that I know.  Haha.. So here I am.

Just came back from lunch.  Darn hot outside.  Doesn’t help that I’m wearing nearly all black today (except for my tudung).  *Phew*  Izan brought me around the hospital for a bit.  Still not quite familiar with the surroundings altho’ it’s been a month or so.  My feet are kinda achy. Wore the wrong shoes today.  Didn’t realise it was torn in my haste to go to work.  Duh! Gotta endure it till night time. Got an appointment later on. Arghhh.. pain..feet..tired..

Tonite’s the nite they’re leaving for Fraser’s.  It’s been a long while since I last missed out on the action over there.  Twas back in Dec, 2004. Gosh.. A lot of people askin’ me abt why I’m not going dis time round.  All I can say is I got some personal issues to settle.  Deep inside I know that that’s only part of the reason. Priorities change over time. Guess I’m not excluded from that fact either. *shrugs* Took a lot of grit in me to just keep silent and stayed my ground.  Was swayed a bit in the initial part but I know there’s just something I simply GOTTA do right now.  It’s been on the backburner for way too long already. So my dear frens, please do allow me some space to breathe right now ya? Much appreciated..

Ooops.. I’ve been writing a lot since morning.  Better go and do some actual work right now.  Otherwise they might just labelled me as a ‘professional skiver’.. hehe..laterz..

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